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hafizah 300989 just average girl next door and extremely petite. don't ever make me mad because trust me,you won't like it. and that is all you need to know. click here for great bargains! friendster
Friday, February 13, 2009
 this will be an addition to my wardrobe next month.YAYYY i love it (:yeah i know,i said i'm kinda broke but sorry can't help it when i see such a gorgeous thing :/ let's just hope it's not one of those post purchase dissonance because i've been having alot of that recently.and i sure don't want to have that feeling of regret anymore. two days ago marks our 20th monthsary.wow,that IS very long,especially for someone like me who used to think that being in a relationship is not my kinda thing.of course i don't think that way anymore.i'm exceptionally proud of us for going through everything together.i would rather go through all the bad times with you than good times with someone else.and like i always say,you really are godsent. today is dearest's 21st birthday.i'm really sorry i couldn't make it more special or whichever way you wanted it to be (although i know for you anything goes).i'm seriously so fucking strapped for cash and i was so darn busy with mp and everything else that i had to plan at the very last minute.guess what,i only managed to come up with the idea of creme caramel yesterday.haha. went to school for one pathetic hour of CSAS which was a fucking waste of my time but everyone needed to attend for participation marks.gee.faiza suggested to come bake at her house since haz was staying over too,so i thought why not? made my way home to bring my cookbooks then i realised they had a recipe of creme caramel.in simpler terms,caramel pudding.i find that birthday cakes/cupcakes/cookies are so common and boring so i decided to make my own huge creme caramel.found out that there were no ramekins at her house and i assumed ntuc might sell them.took the bus to ntuc at tampines mall,bought the eggs and vanilla essence.but i couldn't find any ramekins and the staffs were useless in helping me,so yeah whatever.in the end i tried ikea. i was rushing for time so instead of taking the shuttle bus to ikea tampines i took a cab.there were so many taxis waiting for passengers but NOBODY took any of them since it was peak hour.i didn't wanna enter the first cab because i wasn't sure if the charges were the same like the others.the third taxi driver was signalling me to just take the first one coz i couldn't possibly get in any of the cabs behind since the lane was narrow.when i got in,asked the taxi driver if he accepted nets and he replied "no,you should've asked me before you got in."WHAT A DICKHEAD.like what fucking difference will it make it's not like i can take any of the cabs behind coz he's the first one,so obviously he will block the damn lane.i remained calm and told him i'll just withdraw money when we reach the destination.once i've reached,i quickly got out and to my fucking amazement they have NO FREAKING POSB ATMS IN IKEA TAMPINES.how pathetic is that? and no,don't blame me for not knowing,they SHOULD have at least one considering how huge the place is.some lady told me it's at courts so i walked all the way there and by then i was sweating like crazy and out of breath.plus it was already 6.i almost gave up,thinking,shit forget it just buy him a swensens cake. that wasn't the worst thing.i walked all around the marketplace on the third level and the kitchen area on the 4th and i couldn't find a single fucking ramekin! the staff there don't even know what the freaking hell it is.not only was i tired,i was hungry,annoyed and all alone.so i finally gave up and called haz and faiza.they just told me to come over straightaway to rest and they will help me.i was in the state of like "okay now anything goes " so i took shuttlebus back to tampines interchange then 21 to faiza's crib.was supposed to meet dearest for dinner but i cancelled my plans with him. we finally decided to use those metal baking tins,but it's actually inappropriate for baking custards.i thought,well why not give it a try,it's better than nothing.plus i didn't want the ingredients to go to waste.realised that i forgot to buy the milk maybe coz i wasn't thinking straight.haz followed me to a nearby provision shop to get the milk.we wanted to use hershey's chocolate sundae for the wordings but apparently,it was sold out. so we walked all the way to t-mart which was so god damn far.it really did seem like forever to arrive.i bought my dinner then we settled on getting chocolate chips and a jar of jam for the decorations.by this time,i was too lazy and too cranky to walk back so we took a cab haha.got everything ready,put it in the oven but the pudding have not set yet even after an hour.this time,it was already 11 plus.in the end told my mom i stayed overnight,which she allowed surprisingly.took the pudding out at 12 plus then as usual had some girl talks till 3 am.i was planning to transport the pudding in a cooler box but it was too late to inform din again since i already cancelled the plan and he had work the next morning so there's no way he can send me the cooler.so i planned with ber to "borrow" the fridge from starbucks. anyway,i felt so stupid coz going to ikea was a WASTE OF MY TIME AND MONEY.argh! and yes i was so god damn irritated.if it wasn't for that i could've made the dessert earlier and all despite not using a ramekin,save time,save money and go home to study for next week.well i guess luck wasn't on my side...yet. i'm sidetracking,so okay back to the main topic.this morning,out of a sudden dearest called me saying he wants to jog to faiza's house.so i cancelled the plan about "borrowing" the fridge at starbucks and decided to present it to him instead.that way he can quickly refrigerate it once he reaches home.will post the picture of the dessert when i have it.took the bus to his place,then i took 15 to mine.slept for 3 hours before meeting him again for curious case of benjamin button.after that we chilled at the usual starbucks then he was like "eh why go marina square pizzahut for dinner sia? we go parkway la,i want to eat the mee kuah".i was trying to sound as convincing as i could and i sort of like pleaded to him i was craving for pizza hut and it's been a long time since we went there.haha.padehal padehal.while he went to buy drinks,i had a quick chat with fit on the phone and he told me to stall coz the restaurant was too full so they had to get back to them in another 30 minutes time. dearest wanted to go aldo first.a few minutes before that fit told me they were set so i could bring dearest there already.but of course i couldn't possibly not allow adib to go aldo he will think something's fishy going on.tried on a few shoes,then we stepped into levi's.haha.i gave him this look like "hurry up i'm hungry!" which works wonders always.haha.well i didn't want his friends to keep waiting.when we almost reached there,he pulled me to go around the glass panel and not cut through starbucks.i didn't want him to see them coz it was obvious if we walked that way.so i said "we just cut through can what.it's short cut!" i was laughing behind him coz he was so oblivious to his surroundings.he didn't even notice sarah,fit all covering their faces with the menu,they were all just seating near to the entrance.haha! that was fucking hilarious.adib asked table for two then i said "no need" and pointed to their table.dearest's face,like last year,WAS CLASSIC.haha.had an enjoyable dinner with fit,ber,sarah,nisa,din and razi.not forgetting the dearest birthday man.although it was a small gathering, i didn't mind,i preferred it that way though.thanks alot guys!! to my dearest adib,happy 21st.i hope you love the creme caramel i made.whatever i went through to get it done was all worth it,because it's for you.hope you are feeling alright now despite what happened the night before.i wish you well for your future endeavours and one day,you are gonna be successful and have a great journey ahead of you.insyallah,i will be a part of it. i've not finished loving you and you know that. (: okay,i'm behind schedule so i better continue studying! first paper is on tuesday morning.sigh |